Words As My Witness: Poem
/There have been years when I haven't written a poem, and now that I told myself to write a poem a day for National Poetry Writing Month this year, I've written several new poems I like this week.
Then, yesterday this one came out and I quite like it.
Words as My Witness
I spent 20 minutes
looking at all the emojis
on my phone
searching for the one
that would convey
the sense of
both wonder and dismay
that I feel for myself
when I think of
all I've put myself through
and overcome.
There wasn't one
that said,
“I am a warrior,
wounded and wary,
but still wondering,
'What's next?
I'm ready.'“
So I guess I'll use words,
create images with sounds
instead of pixels.
Voice
is vibration
and from that
all creation
began.
So let me begin
once again.
Phone not in my hand
but by my side.
I won't hide
behind a screen
but live in what's seen
and heard,
remembering
that what's true
is also absurd.
In the beginning
there was the word.
It said,
“You,
whoever you are,
are God.
Now go
and be
what that means
to you.
Don't ever dim
or destroy
that holy vow.
Be who you are
right now.”
Words as my witness,
I will begin
again
again
again.
For the record, I have written other poems that are okay or need some work. That's the thing with creating. It doesn't always turn into something ready to be shared, but the more often you do it, the more stuff you do have that you want to share.
This is great because I wanted to have a few new pieces to share at my featured performance at the Poet's Cafe on May 5th. Find more on the Poets Cafe on Instagram and make sure you follow me to get reminders of this and other upcoming performances. Come if you can!